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| Wednesday, March 15th, 2006 | | 12:55 pm |
| | Saturday, February 18th, 2006 | | 3:56 am |
got in trouble w/ the car... played beer pong at heathers w r, p west n mike last night today went to roxas to see anthonys band n eww.. there was this old guy who came up to me like "oo i saw u outside i wanted to give u my number" n he bought me n heather drinks he was so creepy... then we met john n danny at starbucks n headed to shoot some pool down on bay st i was awesome tonight | | Wednesday, February 8th, 2006 | | 12:17 am |
feels like im losing my best friend Current Mood: depressed | | Sunday, January 15th, 2006 | | 3:43 am |
| | Friday, January 13th, 2006 | | 7:20 pm |
wow, its been a really long time.... last night me christine n heather hung out, we stayed at christines till about 4am then headed to heather where we slept over, he lives like in the crt next to mike... were goin shopping later, n theyre comin with me to ron n daves yay. i finished all my finals yesturday (3 postponed bc of the strike) offically done with hunter, i hope im gonna b ok with this transfer, i just couldnt take it there anymore... "its so big it scares me!"... "id like to push that in some1's face..." out loud:"i enjoy the chillinG"... voice inside head: "NOOOOOOOOOOO!!" i can literally do this... ::rubs thumb n index finger together:: lolol "with heathers abs, laurens ass, n my boobs... wed b one awesome chick" "its like the little guy at the gate from the wizard of oz, only its the orgasim gate... ur able to make it all the way back to the gate n then... 'uve already had ur turn, u cant come in again...'" | | Wednesday, December 28th, 2005 | | 7:30 pm |
5 women every guy's gotta date
Type #1: The Older Woman If you haven’t tried dating up the age chain, you don’t know what you’ve been missing. Mature women have been places, seen things, and have a sophistication and wisdom that you, my young friend, can—and should—soak up like a sponge. “Older women know who they are and what they want,” explains Dr. Gilda. Spend time with one and you’ll gain a terrific perspective on life, and realize that being a desirable woman doesn’t mean being a woman younger than you are. Says Patrick Hayden of Seattle, WA, “I definitely recommend dating an older woman. I dated one when I was 19 and she was 30, and what she taught me carries over to this day.” While a knowledge of wine, travel and the human condition are usually par for the course, so is something else: a tutorial on how to please a woman in bed. “The older woman I dated was like a sex mentor to me. She taught me absolutely everything I know,” recalls Patrick. ok i dont got that one... Type #2: The Guy’s Girl Every guy needs to experience that rare breed of gal who looks and talks like a woman, but loves sports, beer, and action flicks—in short, who acts like a guy. Evan Silver is dating this type right now and couldn’t be happier about it: “She’s a hot woman who plays rugby and encourages me to hang out with my guy friends,” he says. The guy’s girl is often so similar to you that you forget to censor yourself around her—a good thing, according to Dr. Gilda, because it causes you to be more comfortable around women in general. “You’ll let your guard down more, just as you would around your guy friends,” she says. “You’ll learn that women can offer you friendship that you don’t have to reserve for your own gender.” We’re not saying you’ll be staging belching contests with all your future loves, but you will realize that there’s no reason to walk on eggshells around the person you’re dating. You can just be yourself—which is all women want anyway. im deff the guy's girl... Type #3: The Free Spirit This girl always stops to smell the roses. Think Drew Barrymore, Goldie Hawn, Claire from Six Feet Under. She’s totally creative, spiritual, spontaneous—maybe a tad ditzy—and she relies more on instinct and inspiration than reason and good planning. Why is this good for you? Because let’s face it: Guys are goal-oriented. We like game plans and spreadsheets; road maps and instruction manuals. That’s why sometimes we need a free spirit to fly into our lives and shake us free of our rigid ways. “A woman like this can tap a man’s creativity in ways no one else has,” says Dr. Gilda. “She shows him that not everything has to be perfect or planned.” Michael Pagliughi of Ocean City, NJ, concurs. He considers himself a tad uptight—and says that his art-student girlfriend taught him to chill. “She took me to some underground art galleries, had me stay up to the wee hours even when I had to work the next day,” he recalls. The spontaneity she taught him has carried over into other relationships. “She really helped me discover a more romantic, creative side of myself,” he says. “Now I’m much more likely to meet a date somewhere unexpected or surprise her with flowers." ..."mayb a tad ditzy..." Type #4: The Brainy Chick In the dating game, looks often trump intelligence—guys go for hotties rather than girls who can stand their ground in a heated debate. This is really a shame, since not only can the sharp ones keep your mind from turning to putty, they can help you appreciate all facets of a woman and even handle those times in your life when you don’t know it all. “Men are so often intimidated by smart women—they have vulnerable egos and never want to feel as if any woman is showing them up,” says Dr. Gilda. Sure, dating a woman who can beat you at chess or argue circles around you about Middle East politics might be a bit of a blow to your ego at first, but ultimately, you’ll grow from it. Michael of Austin, TX, recalls his brainy ex-girlfriend this way: “She taught me how to debate with the best of them. I had to bring something to the table or she’d get bored. She challenged me in a way I wasn’t used to and that felt great.” a techie who cut class to go to the library, i do logic puzzles when im bored... Type #5: The Seductress Every man fantasizes about dating a girl who has an, um, healthy libido and is extremely creative in bed. The good news: These girls actually exist—and if you date one, you’ll be a much better man for it. But it’s not for the reason you might think. Says Dr. Gilda, “Every guy needs to get this type of girl out of his system. Because he’ll quickly realize that sex alone cannot sustain a relationship.” Evan can relate; he dated a girl who lived and breathed sex. “It was cool at first,” he recalls. But soon he began to want something more. “There was nothing else there, no romance and not much conversation,” he says. “I realized the only connection we had was sexual.” Evan has since moved on from the seductress, but he learned a ton. Sure, hot sex still ranks high on his wish list, but now he also wants a girl he can also really relate to and bond with. And that’s a very valuable lesson. n.. do i even need to say it? | | Wednesday, November 23rd, 2005 | | 12:59 am |
When I'm lying in your bed play the motions through my head you know that I'm thinking, I'm thinking... and I have reasons to believe that I'm not the only one you spend this time with, but I'll stay... [Chorus] You say you're weak, you wont let me down [x2] you lie through your teeth you smile in your sleep [x2] When we met you said we were the same, you know that we're different, we're different, and all the times you promised me that everything would work out in the end, you were gravely mistaken [Chorus] You lie [x4], you lie through your teeth you wont let me down, you lie and I deserve better than this I dream of steel maroon and warm your end[x3], You gasp for air I'll see this through, I'll see through you, your pale [x4], your pale blue eyes When you're lying in your bed, your eulogies been read you know that it's fitting, you lied [Chorus] You smile [x4] and I deserve better than this | | Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005 | | 1:54 pm |
| | Wednesday, November 16th, 2005 | | 10:19 pm |
thats 3 for coheed
had work, stayed till almost 7 crazy day nat likes my "fall/winter show shirt" the gnr off-the-shoulder, red n black striped sleeve uuiI shirt lol just came back from the coheed show alittle while ago, 3rd one this year, this one at the nokia theater, sucks they didnt allow pics even tho on the phone they said they did, but i took pics any way =) i dont leave a show w/o pics..., parked in the usually (really cheap lol) lot (used for bb's, roseand, n now nokia) i think i saw ppl, sorry if its who i think it was, that i didnt say hello... (i think i mightve been a little startled there for a sec) im freezing have school tomorrow, dont think im goin... ooo... techies, wed... 7pm... at tech Current Mood: coldCurrent Music: got an into eternity song in my head | | Friday, November 11th, 2005 | | 8:29 pm |
I hate wondering "what if?", im fine until i actually get a min to sit down n b bored.. then thats all i think about... i should b over it, its been long enough. i dont think he gives a fuck ...i havent seen my friend in a while, i hope shes ok Current Mood: sadCurrent Music: the deepest grey is stuck in my head for some reason | | Thursday, November 10th, 2005 | | 11:54 pm |
long day
wake up, get on the x1 n take it to rector st, walk to wall st, get on the 4, transfer to the 6 at 42nd st, take it to hunter, go to class, leave in the mid of math, take the 6 to 59th st, transfer to the N, take the N to 42nd st, walk to bb kings..., get back on the N take it to Canal st, get on the R take it to rector st, walk to wall st get back on the x1 get home, drive to csi, wait in a room with a bunch of what looks like 15 year old typical SI ginies (i have no idea how thats slept), talk to a bitch advisor, run between 1a n 2a (red was right) offically now a chem major n psych minor go pick up my check, talk to nat, go to chris', go pick up dinner, go back to chris', fall alseep, stay asleep while chris goes to work, now im up... tryin to go back to sleep | | Wednesday, November 9th, 2005 | | 8:14 pm |
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says,".....that's her." i have ALL of this... but y am i still not 100% happy... | | Friday, November 4th, 2005 | | 8:26 am |
tuesday - underoath n thrice at roseland - was a little disapointed with underoath (they didnt even play their best song) - i think the underoath keyboard player was having seziures - trice was good last night - opeth n into eternity at webster hall - dont like webster hall - into eternity was awesome n hit some really high like, king diamond notes that he doesnt use on the albumn - opeth.. i duno, i dont really listen to them.. lol - chris got to talk to the into eternity singer had the other night that i cant stop thinkin about i was invited over his old house n it was actually civil n nice we went out for dinner | | Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005 | | 5:32 am |
underoath - a disapointment
went to the thrice, underoath show last night at roseland thrice was good, underoath... they didnt play their best song, didnt sound that well, n what the fuck was the keyboard player doin? i think he was having seziures lol the audience: 75% emo fags 15% little chubby girls w/ annoying voices that look like theyre 12 5% tall thin girls w/ annoying voices that look like theyre 12 5% normal ppl | | Sunday, October 30th, 2005 | | 11:30 am |
| | Thursday, October 20th, 2005 | | 8:49 am |
First day at med school
got this from some1 at my school on facebook... First-year students at Med School were receiving their first anatomy class, with a real dead human body.They all gathered around the surgery table with the body covered with a white sheet. The professor started the class by telling them, "In medicine, it is necessary to have 2 important qualities as a doctor: The first is that you not be disgusted by anything involving the human body." For an example, the Professor pulled back the sheet, stuck his finger in the butt of the corpse, withdrew it and stuck it in his mouth. "Go ahead and do the same thing," he told his students. The students freaked out, hesitated for several minutes. But eventually took turns sticking a finger in the butt of the dead body and sucking on it. When everyone finished, the Professor looked at them and told them, "The second most important quality is observation. I stuck in my middle finger and sucked on my index finger. Now learn to pay attention."... Current Music: into eternity | | Monday, October 17th, 2005 | | 8:56 am |
i saw queen last night.... n i think i just aced my psych test yay! | | Wednesday, October 12th, 2005 | | 12:23 am |
Eradication of mankind, Beginning of the end, No escape, Armageddon!
it seems now that ive gotten somewhat used to the screams n ... growling that is in death metal, but not totally lol if most of the song is actual clean singing ill listen to it, n for some reason i like into eternity n 3 inches of blood my tastes havent changed... just expanded ro joined facebook yay! walbaums is on fire... or was... my house still smells like smoke... may go tomorrow to watch the editing of the movie... Current Music: have the song 'begining of the end in my head' | | Tuesday, October 11th, 2005 | | 12:47 am |
i guess it is all about confidence...
get just a little bit of confidence n they come runnin at ya... jrs back in the picture, adam, mike.... at thats what i think it is... who knows what it could b... | | Tuesday, October 4th, 2005 | | 7:00 pm |
|| You || Initials: LAK How old do you look?: 17 according to the guy at tysens card n gift.... How old do you act?: 25 Glasses/Contacts: no Braces: 5th to 6th or 7th grade Do you have any pets?: yes... my puppy, duno if the 5 cats count lol Do you get embarrassed?: yea What makes you happy?: happy stuff, christine making me laugh What upsets you?: thinking about sad stuff, stuff i miss || Finish the sentence: || I Love to... laugh I Miss... stuff I Wish... i could redo things I'm Annoyed by... stupid ppl I Want to be... happy I Am Tired of... everything I Will Always be... nosy [LAST...] Movie you watched = amityville (old) Movie you bought = um... how bout rented... i think alexander or something else (movie pass rocks) CD you bought = IV CD you listened to = a mix chris made me Person you've called = christine Person that's called you = chris TV show you've watched = that i actually sat down n watched.... friends, last night [DO...] You have a crush on someone = mayb You wish you could live somewhere else = in a different house, yea Others find you attractive = i duno You want more tattoos = yes You like cleaning = no but i cleaned for 2 hours at work today You write in cursive or print = a mix of both [HAVE YOU...] Ever cried over a girl = no Ever cried over a boy = yes Ever lied to someone = yes Ever been in a fist fight = no [WHAT...] Shampoo do you use = john freidas Blonde Shoes do you wear = my beat up sneaker or my pink n white shoes Are you scared of = ghosties lol [NUMBER...] Of times I have had my heart broken? = 1 Of hearts I have broken? = i dont believe any Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = alot for bowling Of things in my past that I regret? = alot [DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...] Pretty = eh Funny = i think so Hot = doubt it lol Friendly = yea Amusing = i think so Ugly = sometimes i feel like it Loveable = i think so Caring = yes Sweet = yup Dorky = yea || Person who last.. || Slept in your bed: besides me, chris Saw you cry: good cry - christine, bad cry - chris Made you cry: same as above Yelled at you: i dont remember the last time i was yelled at Sent you an email: an email from an actual person i know - adam or roland, but the last actually email was from columbia records || Have you ever.. || Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes Gone out in public in your pajamas: of course Kept a secret from everyone: yea mayb for like 5 mins Cried during a movie: yea Planned your week based on the TV: in high school lol Been on stage: for crew Been to New York: hmmm... stupid question Been to California: no, want to tho Hawaii: nope China: nope Canada: alomst Europe: yup yup Asia: nope South: florida, alabama, louisiana Australia: nope Wished you were another gender: no || This or That? || Apples or bananas?: apples Blue or red?: blue Walmart or target?: target Spring or Fall?: spring What are you gonna do after you finish this?: study for precal What was the last meal you ate?: macaroni Are you bored?: yes Last noise you heard?: tv n running water Last smell you sniffed?: root beer || Friendship/Love || Do you believe in love at first sight?: mayb Most important thing to you in a friendship is: love || Other Info || Do you speak any other languages?: очень очень маленький Last book you read: fully.. the vampire lestat Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom: all the crap on my walls Current Music: amour for sleep |
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